sometimes....i am really confused tat y would i choose to be in this path....in this path with u...every now and then...i use my every effort to do anything for u...but u seems not interested to know about it...as an example...u invite me to some function...but u din even talk to me nor sit with me...i know that there are lots of boy are flirting you...i din blame you for that..at least ve concern bout my feelings...that day i sit there like a stupid...doing nothing...

And i really wants to know what are inside ur mind...but i cant...i cant guess what are you thinking...i ask my friend...they all said that you are weird...and advice me to give up....but...there are no such word in my vocab..although i said i give up now...when i met u again..the feelings will just come back and getting deeper and deeper...i donoe y would i doing this to myself...last time i tell myself that i will not repeat the same mistake...but now i am getting worse...my love to you...is more than i expect...i love you more than everything.....

I really hope that somedays v will hold each other hand and walk thru the rest of my life..1 year and 5 month...is not an infinity....1 year without any results and relationship occur...can u understand the feelings?